DO NOT BOOP MY NOSE
a moment of silence for 239 missing souls
7 March 2012
I had a breakdown. Tears started rolling from my eyes for no reasons. And it didn’t help that i cried myself to sleep the previous night. Nothing I did was right this semester. I am swarmed with work and am cranky. I put in a lot of effort but always screw up at the last moment. Everything went wrong. Even my eyes had sorta an infection and I had to resort to wearing my hideous specs (which i really hate wearing!). I haven’t been socializing much. I miss the company of my friends. I feel detached from my own parents. And i have yet to have the time to write cover letters for internships (which EVERYONE in biz has, more than 1). Sometimes you just get so upset you just want to coop up in the room and cry all day.
And i know it sounds silly. To be so upset over these stuffs. But sometimes I just can’t help it. I feel the pressure so bad. What am i doing with my life? How is my future going to be? Endless worries. Stop worrying, they say. Easier said than done.
But you were always there ever so patient to my whiny self. You got me funny movies, videos and songs to cheer me up. I got surprised when you said you already started on preparations to assist me with my assignment. (which i have yet to read about) Sure, you don’t buy me flowers or take me to expensive places. But knowing that you are always there for things i need most, why would i need all that? I cannot describe how much i appreciate all that you have done for me. Countless.
So thank you(: For always making me a stronger and better person. For being my pillar of support.
Chinese toddler girls in world’s cutest taekwondo fight.
Oh myyyy, why so precious love?